october is here; wise up.

october is my favorite month. yes because of all the halloween and spooky stuff but for me, it feels like the month of a hard reset. a month where the magic resets itself and you start to see life through a new lens. one that has taken the past, present and future into account to create a precise foresight.

this month, is about a revamp. not really a makeover but the things i did before, i used to crave and want to do them again and better but i cant because i am such a different person now, with a different life and different people around me.

to be more frank, i never wanted to use sex to sell house of sonique. i wanted to focus on the art without being sexualized and we did that.

now, a lone tiger, or rather mouse. everything is different in the house. sex, kink, liberation is all at the forefront. still makes me chuckle every now and then like, wow, the rebrand has been a true one-hundred and eighty degrees.

so, with grace and being as professional as possible, i have been literally using my dick to plan, promote and market parties and that’s still a whole ass gag to me.

but i have learned to always move gracefully in a world that sees me in various perspectives. that is something i have found joy in. i will always continue to show up, however needed, in my best capacity with a smile. either in: class, work, on-set, in your face, outta your face and when that fade smiles. i can explain why. if you havent noticed but i love to use my words, in all areas.

i am wrong sometimes and that doesn’t humble me or anything, it just certifies that i am human. people are wrong often, too often. yet, i am more right than i am wrong, much much more.

i understand my wisdom so much that i understand that it is now a gift. this is nothing i learned in school but through experience. i have learned the effort it takes to be silent even when you have the answer because my gift is not for everyone.

i dont mean to be so frank about myself but this is also my website, so its safe to assume you are here to learn something about me, or from me. i just want to be clear with my family, friends, lover, and even myself about why i am moving the way that i am moving.

i ask myself often, does this make sense? as times goes on and as i write this, i have learned to again, trust myself more.

i dont need to question myself. i simply need to continue to do:

do write more.

do love more.

do more rope.

do less worrying.

do more executing.

and always,

do a lil dance.

i hope you do one too after reading this.